I just experienced my first case of Parvo with a litter we call the "6 pack" we were fostering. There was a little runt we called Tiny. They were all lovable but this little one seemed to struggle right away. I noticed loose stools and the vomiting within two days of our care. We took her to the vet with all the intentions of giving her the best care possible. She tested positive for Parvo. I only had heard of it and that shelters/kennels wind up euthanizing "all" dogs immediately. The vet kept her overnight. All the other pups seemed to be fine. I didn't get much sleep that night. I kept feeling like Tiny just wanted to be let go.

The next day, Salem took a dive for the worse. I told myself if two get it they would have to be both let go. so on Tuesday of that week, I said goodbye. On the third day, Scarlet, took a dive for the worse. I brought her in to the vet to only get the same diagnosis. Do I let her go to try and save the others? They all seem pretty healthy and happy. I am beat but no where near what I have seen these three go through. The diarrhea, the vomiting, can't eat, depression, and no energy. I hate the fact there is no cure, no facility, and not enough time to give them the chance. I decided the best thing was to let Scarlet go. I will never forget the last moment. I will always wonder if it was the right decision.

That night, after many tears, I found hope in seeing the three remaining pups bouncing, eating, howling, and playing like there was no tomorrow. I had cleaned everything out with the 50/50 solution of Clorox and water. I took what precautions I knew. The pups were getting the medication the vet game me the other day. The next morning, all stools but one looked great! I have become a poop specialist now. One stool was just a little but soft but not bad. I put the pups in the crate to clean up and heard Madison getting ready to vomit. I pulled her out in time only to see the ever so common foaming and clear substance come out. Within an hour another one showed signs of diarrhea and all were depressed. They did not eat breakfast.

I took all three to the vet only to be hit with the same diagnosis. I have fostered over 100 animals in the last 14 months. I had to think of the bigger picture; more dogs and pups coming. Money, time, resources, knowledge... I hate this more than anything. I consulted with several experts. I decided to let them go to heaven. I couldn't see them get worse and through anymore pain.

I still can cry at the thought of the "6 pack". I still hear them howling together. A smile crosses my face. Deep down I know they are pain free now though I would rather have had them be pain free and alive. I have since done research and came across great ideas for remedies and a product I wish I knew about before (Provoguard). I don't ever want to experience Parvo again! It is the most devastating experience I have been through. I am dedicating much of my time, money, and resources to giving other dogs/puppies a chance. If you would like to help, please donate.